pinkacm

I feel like a hollow version of my old self. I mean yeah, life should be more then what I had. Or what I lost. But I can't seem to grasp the reality of things. Like why does a small, simple, fixable problem feel so... Never ending. You learn something new everyday right? So why do I feel like I'm stuck in limbo. Going throughout my days with nothing changing. If I want something to change I have to go out and do it right? Why can't I find this motivation? Is it the loss of friends? No. I made that decision on my own. People say they care. But do they really? Is your impact on their life such an important factor to them? No. The answer is no.

As the sun sets Through the fire she will walk. No more will she hold her talk. She'll send whispers of lust. Forever is a must. Again and again she'll sigh for thee. For all the pleasures you brought me. But she will not be taken in. Yes, she will live in her sin. All her wrong doing she will accept. No more will she have wept. She will live with her scares, For she knows her future is not far. Love she has got. But in little time, she has lost. The time has past. Every moment will not last. She has accepted what she's got or else every moment would be for not. Sometimes she wishes for your well being. Sometimes she just